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Oooo oooo oooo
Oooo oooo ummm
She’s staring at me, I’m sitting wondering what she’s thinking
Ummm Nobody’s talking, cause’ talking just turns into screaming (Oooo)
And now yes I’m yelling over her, she yelling over me,
all that that means is neither of us are listening,
and what’s even worse, that we don’t even remember why we’re fighting
It’s all for nothing (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing, (oohh)
When we won’t let it go for nothing, (come back for)
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby
I know sometimes it’s gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause’ I can’t sleep through the pain (can’t sleep through the pain)
girl I don’t want to go to bed, mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don’t want to go to bed mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)
Umm
and it gets me upset girl when you’re constantly accusing
(asking questions like you already know)
hey we’re fighting this war when both of us are losing
(this ain’t the way that love is supposed to go, what happened to working it out?)
We fall into this place where you ain’t backing down, and I ain’t backing down,
so what the hell do we do now?
It’s all for nothing (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing… (oohh)
When we won’t let it go for nothing,
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby
I know sometimes it’s gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause’ I can’t sleep through the pain (can’t sleep through the pain)
girl I don’t want to go to bed mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don’t want to go to bed mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)
Oh baby this love ain’t gone be perfect, (perfect perfect oh no)
And just how good it’s gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep…
Baby we’re gonna be…
Yah…. Baby….
ohhhh….ohhhh
I know sometimes it’s gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause’ I can’t sleep through the pain (can’t sleep through the pain)
girl I don’t want to go to bed mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don’t want to go to bed mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo, nooo, noo)

lagu di atas judulnya Mad , dari Neyo ..
suer ni agu ngena banget sama gue akhir akhir ini
gatau kenapa , sekarang suka nyesek + galau sendiri [ emasa galau ajak ajakin temen *LOL]
itutadi lawakan yang paling garing semasa hidup gue , abaikan saja .
ini gue lagi serius ..

taukan arti tu lagu ,
yap.. lagi marahan
sebenenarnya gue juga bingung ,
gue lagi marahan ya sama dia ?
nggak sih keliatannya . and then ? gatau .
aneh kan . emang ..

tadi di smsin temennya dia , bla bla bla ..
nah gue dengan santai beri nasehat babibu ..
syalaalalala ..
gatau sebenarnya yang gue ngomongin ke dia , gue cuma nulis yang jadi jeritan hati gue sekarang ini .
bego banget gak sih , secara implisit malah gue yang curhat ke dia .
padahal secara kasat mata dia yang minta curhat .
fiuh , udah lah . maapin ya mas
kalo nasehat gue rada melow gitu ..
jeritan hati asli dari hati gue yang paling dalem .
tapi eits , gasemua yang gue omongin tadi bener lo ya mas ,
cuma beberapa aja ..
di bagian .. ng ... rahasia deh  :P

capek deh jadi remaja hidup gue rasanya cuma galau mulu ..
galau galau galau .
eyammmpun kayak gak ada kegiatan sweet lain aja yang bisa gue lakuin .
kasian .
etapi ini kan bagian dihup gue .
gue seneng kok merenung walalupun itu justru bikin gue makin down .
apalah ..
setidaknya setelah itu gue bisa nangis trus , tamat yeee
dari pada gue cuma diem , mendem dalem ati jadi jerawat trus kebawa ampe mati
nauzubillah ..
gue cuma pgen masalah ini selesei di masa masa gue ini
tuk selanjutnya gue juga pengen mikirin masa depan gue dong ya ..
taun depan mo kuliah di mana , 5 taun kedepan gue kayak apa jadi apa ..
hahahaha
rasanya rada kabur kalo ngomongin masa depan ..
gue yang masih piyik gini udah dipaksa mikir masa depan ..
elah , gak kerasa banget kalo uda tuaa
aaaa ~
bisa stop waktu gak Tuhan ?
oke . jawabannya pasti . gak bisa. titik

jalanin aja apa yang ada sekarang ..
okedeh bye.